duminică, 28 noiembrie 2010

O mica lista


Cateva zile de la furtuna...se resimte singuratatea si durerea...numar pe degete 3 prieteni si cam atat ...nimic mai mult indraznesc sa fac inventarul la ce mai am...sa incepem:

Muzica ascultata acum: Children of Bodom-Are you dead yet
Suflet: absent
Inima: inexistenta
Sentimente: ceva pe acolo dar nu multe
Ura: o ascund
Iubirea: nu mai este prezenta pentru mine
Frica: nu am asa ceva
Neincrederea: la fiecare colt
Durere: pulseaza in vene
Nelinistea: o simt in mine
Stresul: planeaza asupra mea
Agonia: in toate celulele
Lacrima: pe obraz
Bandajul: pe taietura de pe mana
Migrena: inca prezenta
Ultimul lucru facut: sa respir
Ultimul gand pleaca: spre ea
Ultima dorinta: nu o am
Ultima speranta: franta
Ultimul zambet: inexistent de 4 zile
Bucuria de a fi: nu exista
Prieteni: 3 si restul pauza
Gandul prezent: sunt un nenorocit notoriu
Lucruri care le-as vrea: inexistenta mea
Regrete: sunt
Motive: destule
Motivare: ...
Bucuria: taiata de pe lista
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Cam astea este tot ce am...o intreaga lista dar ...voi fi bine cred..adica daca altora nu le pasa de mine mie poate da..."Daca voi nu ma vreti eu va vreu".Inchei citatul....Dar inainte sa judecati oamenii uitativa la voi..defapt ma degraba ascultati slipknot-snuff...apoi ganditiva ce vreti sa faceti sfat practic cititi si versurile...le voi pune acum pentru voi si apoi mai vorbim...

Slipknot-Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can?t destroy what isn?t there

Deliver me into my fate
If I?m alone I cannot hate
I don?t deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn?t face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn?t hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren?t my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself

And I won?t listen to your shame
You ran away, you?re all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don?t ever let me know
If you still care don?t ever let me know

3 comentarii:

  1. stii...chiar azi am gasit un citat care zicea cam asa: "enjoy the present, each moment, as it comes; because you'll never get another one quite like it. and if you should ever look up and find yourself lost, simply take a breath and start over. retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart.... where your hope lives.
    you'll find you're way again."... so just go on... this is not the end of the road. nu trebuie decat sa ai mai ceva mai multa incredere in tine si un pic de speranta si o sa vezi ca o sa treci si peste asta.

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